Saturday, June 16, 2007 ; 3:26 PMY
I really wish you were here.
While waiting for Heroes to be loaded, I shall blog. I think it's taking years to load. Sighs.
I didn't really sleep well last night. Having a headache now. ):
Was thinking of some matters. About how amazing the relationship between two person can be. One minute they can be the most lovey dovey couple under the sun, one which everyone envies, so much that other couples may even set them as a benchmark, or whatsoever, knowing that each relationship is different in every aspect.
But before you know, they're over. Others are not as loving as they seem they are, but they last long, very long, so long that when asked about this couple, everyone's reaction is, "They're going to get married in future." But again, the next thing you realize, they parted.
Just as I was thinking about all these, I realized I haven't really grown up. I'll still brood over relationships which are meant to end. I still persist on things which may never come true. I still make promises to people, keep them, assuming that they will keep theirs too. Friends are forever, they say. But maybe the problem lies on me or something, but the longest friend I have, and still in contact is a 7-years-long buddy. 20 I am, this is my secondary school friend. And I'm not even sure whether WE will be forever.
These friends, are those whom I've never thought I'd keep for so long. Those friends whom I THOUGHT will be here forever for me, like I THOUGHT I'll be for them, are gone, Missing In Action. I'm still thinking of them. I still miss them so much I'll tear. As much as I know they're gone for good, cause they've deleted you from their lives, I still have them in my mind.
I needa grow up har.
Wells, upon thinking of all these, I cry myself to bed. Next minute I was awoken by the phone ring, it was already 10 in the morning. Ha.
I pray for a good week ahead. (:
It was raining earlier, or even now. Just hope that it doesnt continue throughout the week, cause I want my trip to be well-planned and go smoothly. =D
