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OTQM is like fuck. Doomed. I studied so much for nothing, cause I'm going for the sup paper. Oh wells, I'm gonna start studying after my final paper. I've never felt so much like a failure on the exam hall.

Studied 4 days in a row, gone down the drain. Forfeited my playing and enjoying time for nothing.

Haix!

I hate OTQM I hate I hate.

I must start to mug, study study study. Yes.

I'm glad I pour it, I felt much better. Better, but not the best.

I don't intend to blog cause I'm a lil too lazy too. At the same time, don't have anything special to blog about but yeah, there're always "surprises" which disturb me.

Pretty
pleasing or attractive to the eye, as by delicacy or gracefulness.

Err, I don't think I'm interested in fitting into that category. What's the use of being that fabulous looking if there're more things in life that you needa work on? Instead of trying to get rid of all the unwanted attention day in and out.

Dumb
lacking intelligence or good judgment; stupid; dull-witted.

And I don't think I will be still studying, and already looking out for suitable jobs right now, if I were to be what 'kobe' mentioned.

I deleted it cause love asked me to. I was wondering why do I have to delete. But oh wells, I just did.
And I'm now kissed by him, and being told that I'm loved by him. HAHA.

So never am I gonna let a STRANGER whom I've never seen his/her name before affect my day, my night, or not even a second of my time.

When people say you ain't pretty, it's cause they're jealous you are more good-looking than them.
When people say you're dumb, they're no better.

She asks me to just spell it out, and things will be better, or the best.

But i doubt so.

Fuck it man.

No, I don't like it. Not at all.

I don't know how long i can stand this.

Nevermind. Maine, just a short period later, hang in there! (:

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How bad can my day get? Seriously, I've never been so down in luck for my 19+ years of life.

Ever since that day of presentation, I've been down. Things happen one after another.

Had cramps and never stopping flow of IT, feeling lerthargic and dying.
Flu over the weekend.
Had a tiff with him.
Missed Spiderman3 with my mates.
Studied like hell the night before.
Dozed off but was awoken by several calls and messages.
Woke up to find that my BTT receipt is gone.
Turned my room upside down to find it but to no avail.
"Oops! I threw it away already!" My mom said.
Couldn't sleep, thinking of him. And whether i can take my test.
Woke up extremely early like at 9 plus, despite the freaking nice rainy weather to sleep in.
Went down early to re-print my receipt.
Took the e-trial. Failed it. Took the effort to remember all the questions I've got wrong.
Studied alil before the main test.
BLOODY STUPID UNCLE refuses to lemme in cause i din bring my original IC along.
Hello?? the previous times I took I was allowed in with my student pass kies! And The person at the etrial station scanned my student pass to let me in hor. BLOODY INFLEXIBLE CHAP!

Spammed my parents' phone and the house phone. Not any answered.
Stormed home. Chased for the bus, but din have the time to dig for more coins, so i gave 90cents.
Bus Uncle," 90 cents, Where're you going?"
Me "In front only." (unsure of how many stops it is to my place.)
Bus Uncle frowned and press the ticket button for me.

I sat down, and realized that the ticket he gave me is as follows.



Freaking ONE CENT. WHAT THE HELL??? I paid 90 cents ya know?
Too sleepy and drained to do anything, i just sat down right at the back of the bus to sleep.

Until after Hougang Ave 3, the bus uncle suddenly stopped at the bus stop, walked to me and asked me to the front.

Bus Uncle, "You said you were going to alight in front, I don't know where's your in front, but you've exceeded the 90cents area."
Me "I don't know what exactly the street name is, of course i'll say in front, It's really straight up to my destination! I've boarded the bus from the exact same place to the exact same destination and the bus uncle told me to pay 90 cents. So I did, and still do."
Bus Uncle, "That's cause they don't care, but I do, you know?"
Me,"So what you want me to do now? I'm alighting the next stop." (which is 3 stops before my house's bus stop)
Bus Uncle, "This time i let you go, but next time har, you have to pay another 90cents to stay on the bus." (rattles on him being a noble bus driver...............)

Alights and actually THANKED him for letting me OFF.
Walks a 15 min walk home. HA.

Totally moodless to go to school.
OTQM, it'd only make my mood worse.

Staying home will allow me to avoid all those misfortunes.
So yarhx, dammit.

I shall sleep and eat today, and pray that my flu gets better.
And of course, have a better luck.

pardon me for the random post.
I was too sleepy, but I still woke up and hour ago, cause of the hungry stomach.
I didn't know sleeping is such an enjoyable pastime.
I'm going back to the bed after I'm done here. (:

Wells,
First things first, I hereby sincerely apologize to KEJ for screwing up the presentation. I'm super disappointed in myself. Even though she has already announced presentation is worth nothing.
I felt like just banging my head against the wall after the whole thing. No one has any idea how I feel upon J saying, "Charmaine Aw!!" Wells, not blaming you of course, I'm very pissed with myself.
For the first time in my life, after so much training in presentations in TP.
After 2 days of insufficient sleep. After so much work and effort. After preparing for so long.

I actually will screw the simplest presentation just because of the cramps (which arrived an hour before the presentation timing) and the make-my-mind-go-blank stare from that CHAN whom that MRS X had invited. FOR WHAT FUCK? I mean, hello MRS X, you weren't a very successful lecturer in BIS, having your students to EXPLORE Microsoft FrontPage by themselves, without any effort to teach. And you actually see the need to present the project of A COMPUTER SUBJECT. Not presenting how we come about doing the website, but what the contents of the webpages are. Bloody hell, I'm not in Hospitality & Tourism ya know?

AND to make matters worse, you ANNOUNCED after me screwing up, that there is no need for the presentation, and the whole 5 mins shall be purely Q & A. FUCK YOU. kies. So what if you are good at remembering our names? So what if you treat us chocolates (which made me have pimples)? The sight of your just irks me now. I can't believe I'm still brooding over it, And am still tearing over it. Even I myself cannot imagine how disappointed I am in myself.

How bad can my day get? My complexion is getting worse. I haven't done my mask for more than 2 months. I'm not drinking enough water to hydrate my skin. Cause I dont even have time to refill the water into my mug. Well, I do now, I hope it's not too late.

And guess what? My laptop just died on me, when I finished typing my post. And I'm here, retyping everything all over again. HAIX.

Anyhows, there are still the best people in the world presented by God to me.
Thanks YLit for trying so hard to make me smile. And trying to convince me that my make-up din smurge when the tissue was already black in colour. hahs.

Thanks my love for taking in my rants and lending me your chest. And giving me those hugs and kisses. And your sister made me laughed big time. She's crazy, hor?

Thanks LCBrother, for the comforting message.

That's why people say, you know who cares for you, only when you have a bad day/when you're down.

Lastly, well done, the rest of my SIMian gang. You've done a better job than I did. Even though it was more last minute than mine. Wells, stupid people, like me, are like thats. Forgive me.

And oh ya, no offense but, to whom it may concern: Quit saying my minnie is fugly. It's as good as saying that my daughter isn't good-looking. I MIND A LOT. Don't make me hate and flare up at you. There's such things as retribution, you may get yourself a fugly bf/gf in future for that. Thanks.

I think I've proven that Darren is right. That I'm stupid. Yupps.

Haix..

Jowe has been making me wait.. So long..

Waited so long, that my mouth/lips/tongue/teeth/gums/everything are itchy.

I want this!


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Thanks loads Jowe!! Your head is cute, for once. (:

Pardon me for these posts. lOl. I just thought of things to write. So i just write in a new post. Cause I'm too lazy to edit.

I can't possibly wait till september 30 for my hair to be trimmed, right? I'll look like nothing but rubbish by then. SO...
I thinned my hair agn! and my top is more octopus, and bottom layered. (= and fringe cutted. lol. I'm into the EDs nowadays.

Projects headache. tsk.

This is super stupid can. Look at the sentences they want us to tick in the checkbox. Complete stupidity.

There's a 16% Chance You've Been Abducted By Aliens

There's virtually no chance you've been abducted by aliens. But there's always hope for the future!

It's heart piercing to me.
Everyday, almost everyone.

I think they've forgotten I'm human.
Maybe they've never treated me as one.

Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot

Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air. You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals. Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it!

Men See You As Desirable

Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

You Are 71% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing.

lol. this is crap larhx.Asked me qns like whether i doll up when i go to the grocery store.-.-

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

Your True Love's Name Is

Brian D.

What the?? My Love's name is Alan.

Your Birthdate: September 30

You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone. Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them. Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 6 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6 You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.

My Goodness. Currently, my 7th love. Not all of them are true loves though. lol. there are more to come? Nooo. )=

Your Pride Quotient: 34%

You're a little prideful, but nothing out of the norm. Like everyone, you enjoy attention. But you're also good at sharing the spotlight!

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"!

I doubt so though. *shrugs.

You Are Cameo

You are understanding and very empathetic. You don't tend to have acquaintances. Everyone is your friend. And all of your friends tend to be friends. You have a knack for bringing very different people together.

You Are 7: The Enthusiast

You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life. You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new. Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy. You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.

Is it.....? I din know.

Your Love Number is 6

Who you fall in love with is all about who you trust. Loyalty is important to you, and you want the most faithful of lovers. In return, you never let your heart or eyes wander. Open and honest, your relationships tend to be free of secrets.

You Are Rocky Road Ice Cream

Unpredictable and wild, you know how to have fun. You're also a trendsetter who takes risks with new things. You know about the latest and greatest - and may have invented it! You are most compatible with vanilla ice cream.

You Will Die at Age 73

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well.

Your Lucky Underwear is Yellow

You're an extremely happy, laid back, fun soul. And your lucky yellow underwear can help you get even more out of life. In life, you rather play than work. You're apt to quit any task that doesn't nourish your creativity and inner child. Sometimes your drive for freedom hinders your quality of life. You find it impossible to do anything unpleasant. If you want to have responsibilities and still have fun, put on your yellow underpants. They'll help you make a party out of the most mundane tasks.

But I dont think i have any yellow undies. I shall add on to my wishlist.lolx.

People Envy Your Confidence

You have the attitude and self esteem to take on anything. Failure is beyond not an option for you - it doesn't even cross your mind. People envy your ability to take on any challenge ... and they're secretly afraid you think you're better than them. You don't. You're just sure of yourself.

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

goodness, isnt this the same as joyce's. so untrue for me. tsk.

Your Dating Purity Score: 74%

You are an under-experienced dater. This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it. It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover!

You Are A Jealous Ex

You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving on You're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissed Jealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go

lol. really ar?

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

Is my blog suppose to be ALL about me? tsk.

Your Kissing Purity Score: 54% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

*ahem. Baby you reading this?

Your Personality Profile

You are dependable, popular, and observant. Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness. In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do. You are unique, creative, and expressive. You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while. And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

lol, orh.
that's all. i spent so much time on these adi. tsk.

You Are a Learning Cook

You've got the makings of an excellent cook, and the desire to be one. But right now, you're just lacking the experience. You couldn't be a top chef yet, but you could be an apprentice.

unlike joyce. LOL.She'll prob burn the kitchen. LOLOLOLOLOLOL

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thirtyirth september nineteen eighty-seven
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lUrVeS <3 Myself More than anyone else

I want him, But I can't have him.

*do-s
`GO FER A HOLIDAY!!
`New HairCut
`go fer thai massage
`shopping at JB
`watch movie(S)
`move out of here
`EyeBrow Trimming


*get-s
`Bright Orange Adidas jacket
`TOPSHOP Undies(a yellow one?)
`Victoria's Secret's moisturiser
`A new Mp3/Mp4
`Party Bra
`A few tops
`Upgrade my Laptop
`'a Solution' Toner
`Milk Mask
`Milky Foundation (NO-02) (:
`Concealer


*achieve-s
`find doggie back to me
`to look for a job that pays well
`wanna bee rich
`Get My Car License
`wanna bee truly lurved♥
`wanna forget unhappiness (:
`be happy

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