Friday, June 29, 2007 ; 1:24 AMY
I really wish you were here.
Okies, I'm supposed to update days back. But Oh wells, I'm too lazy too. I still am lazy. But for the benefit of my readers. (:
First Up, Minnie with her new hair cut. HAHA, I still find it damn funny.
The "YiMeiDaoZhang" Brows. HAHA.
Next up. Outing with these night owls.
Hot babe!
Haha. Joyce's dinner. (Ours was HK Cafe btw.) Poor thing.
This picture has to be like that when Darren refuse to take a photo with me. Wells, His back view is better off. =D
Lit teaching Alvina how to pool!!
The ladies of the night.
We're toilet camwhores. (:
I shall skip the ugly candids taken at the bowling alley.
Then it was SPIZE! (: This is what happens when you try to candid someone, you are caught on candid too!
HAhA.
And this is what happens when I try to run away from the camera. My stolen roti john. ):
Erms. thats abt it. I'm sleepy.
Steamboat tmr! Yumms.
But I'm craving for IKEA meatballs.
I'm craving for Newton's fried bun.
):
Tuesday, June 26, 2007 ; 12:32 AMY
I really wish you were here.
Chris says, "Your test is unfair. There are certain things not every one will know can. How the hell do I know the colour of your room when I've never been to your house? LOL.
Sorrie, so here's another one, click on it on the right to take the test. (:
Thankies for your support.
Saturday, June 23, 2007 ; 1:23 AMY
I really wish you were here.
Take this test, get to know me! (:
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/606176
I really wish you were here.
wooooshhh. Jowe remembers me, thanks to the gigantic head he has! (: Thank you.
LOL.
Sorry arhx, if you guys ask me to Zouk I'll go. Hehs.
I've got swollen upper lip. ): I dunno whether alcohol will make it worse. I feel so old, ruined complexion, cracked lips, dried up skin. Only my hair is maintained. Urghx. Whats with the weather??!! You know how sensitive I am, be back to normal, will you, weather?
oh wells, caught Fantastic 4 2 days back. It was short, and very typical super heroes cartoon. "Were happy, and then the bad man comes in, and then they fight, and then the bad man dies, and the good men happily ever after." THE END.
I din cry, I din laugh. But it was enjoyable I can say. 2 and a half stars, I give it. (:
And Minnie went for grooming went I was out. HAHA. Her 'fur-cut' is hilarous. HAHAHAHA.
But it's the cut for a schnauzer, and wait till the hair grows, then she'll be beautiful. Blame it on the previous groomer, who shaved EVERYTHING that is on her. BAH!
Brother treated me to Ajisen yesterday evening! (: I simply love it.
And And, Don't blame me for asking you to order Volcano!I din force you!! ): Haha.
I think we were rather inconsiderate today ya? We spent an hour there, but more than half and hour talking, taking up the seats when there was a queue. OOPS. Sorrie, my attention just gets concentrated in the conversations with him, he is bloody interesting. I'm so grateful you are my friend.
Advice to you: Try not to console a crying gurl outside the ladies. HAHAHA.
I think KPMG is cool, they booked the entire MOS and just let them have free flow and fun. Medical benefits too. Awesome isn't it? Brother, thank goodness you weren't dead over those drinks, cause I ain't around! I wanna watch you die. xD
"Hey GALS, this guy is single, and nice, and handsome, and humorous, and cute, and rich, and generous, and fun to be with, and devoted, and loyal. So.... =D"
He's my brother.
And I love him very much! (: ♥
Wednesday, June 20, 2007 ; 2:27 PMY
I really wish you were here.
The previous post is actually
redundant, it's not as if HE reads my blog.
She's
chio right. Too bad I can't find a picture whereby she's smiling. Her smile is breath-taking. Oh wells, at least it takes my breath away.
HAHA.
And I'm downloading the last few episodes into my
lappy. Oh boy, I should have done this since the first episode.
Haha. I'm gonna
dl all of them after I'm done with all episodes. (:
Tuesday, June 19, 2007 ; 2:58 PMY
I really wish you were here.
Dear Him,
I have no idea what I've done, that you've to drag me into your deleted list as well. Maybe you've given a clear idea what is it that you really want, I don't know but are you sure, are you certain about this? If you aint, give a sign. If you are, then state it out even more clearly than before, shout it out to the world and let it be known, so that the sufferings and sacrifises can be minimized.
There's such thing as a False Hope, is that what you've given her for these months?
I know why you left, it's the same old reason all over again! Then why at the first place you did you come back?
Don't leave her questions unanswered.
Love,
Your ex-friend, I assume.
Dear Her,
Be strong Babe, no matter what the outcome is.
I love you. ♥
Love,
Your Forever Sista.
I really wish you were here.
I know it hurts you when i do things which show me distrusting you. I'm hurting deep deep inside of myself too.
But I cannot help it.
Those bad memories rushing back into my head, the fear of losing you. The confusion is present.
I guess I havent walked out of that dark shadow which you casted unknowingly.
I don't know how, and it cannot be learnt, how to walk out of it. I needa let it go away slowly. It's not something that can fade away in a matter of days, weeks, or months, or even years.
Most of all, you must be there to assist me in this.
I don't know what I'm talking about. In a great mess, completely messed up mind.
First Let me set my mind right and straight.
Saturday, June 16, 2007 ; 3:26 PMY
I really wish you were here.
While waiting for Heroes to be loaded, I shall blog. I think it's taking years to load. Sighs.
I didn't really sleep well last night. Having a headache now. ):
Was thinking of some matters. About how amazing the relationship between two person can be. One minute they can be the most lovey dovey couple under the sun, one which everyone envies, so much that other couples may even set them as a benchmark, or whatsoever, knowing that each relationship is different in every aspect.
But before you know, they're over. Others are not as loving as they seem they are, but they last long, very long, so long that when asked about this couple, everyone's reaction is, "They're going to get married in future." But again, the next thing you realize, they parted.
Just as I was thinking about all these, I realized I haven't really grown up. I'll still brood over relationships which are meant to end. I still persist on things which may never come true. I still make promises to people, keep them, assuming that they will keep theirs too. Friends are forever, they say. But maybe the problem lies on me or something, but the longest friend I have, and still in contact is a 7-years-long buddy. 20 I am, this is my secondary school friend. And I'm not even sure whether WE will be forever.
These friends, are those whom I've never thought I'd keep for so long. Those friends whom I THOUGHT will be here forever for me, like I THOUGHT I'll be for them, are gone, Missing In Action. I'm still thinking of them. I still miss them so much I'll tear. As much as I know they're gone for good, cause they've deleted you from their lives, I still have them in my mind.
I needa grow up har.
Wells, upon thinking of all these, I cry myself to bed. Next minute I was awoken by the phone ring, it was already 10 in the morning. Ha.
I pray for a good week ahead. (:
It was raining earlier, or even now. Just hope that it doesnt continue throughout the week, cause I want my trip to be well-planned and go smoothly. =D
Friday, June 15, 2007 ; 4:21 PMY
I really wish you were here.
oh wells, who expected that I'll pass all the modules?
I got an A for BIS, a D+ for OTQM and a D for BF. The worsest results I've ever gotten in my SIM life, But the first A I've gotten in SIM. lolx. That's why they say I cannot have everything at the same time. I wanna have an A, I'll get 2 Ds. Sighs.
But at least I don't hafta study again for the supplemtary papers. Which means, longer holidays! (=
Which means, I will be able to finish all the episodes of Heroes by.. This week? Hehs. But I'm only at espisode 8. Its nice, seriously.
And too, I was told that I'll be brought out to play if I were to get an A. No more A B B. =p Luckily, an A was what I said I'd get. Hohoho. Yays.
To darling: I still don't know what happened between the two of you but I'm waiting for you to pour out whatever you wanna pour, to me. Think hard and thoroughly, to what you want, before you take any actions, impulsive acts will only lead to unnecessary quarrels/cries/disagreements. I'm here for you, I wont leave you alone. Study hard for your paper kies.
Nehows, good luck to those studying! GAMBATE!~
Heroes Heroes!!~~
Thursday, June 14, 2007 ; 3:28 PMY
I really wish you were here.
In just a few hours. SIGHS.
Predicted Results: F B F.
Darn, I needa play till i drop today. And then mug my ass off all over again. Dammit. Semester 4 is a disaster. )=
Neways, I'm feeling much better ady. But the weather isn't getting any better, so hot, so dry. My poor complexion and lips. I needa hydrate em.
Till then.
Friday, June 08, 2007 ; 11:26 PMY
I really wish you were here.
It's the holidays duh. It has been exactly a week since the holidays started.
And I did not shop at all,
I did not go out,
I did not party,
I didn't actually sleep like 20 hours a day.
I didn't game my life away.
So what have I been doing?
Being sick,
I've been learning how to breathe properly through my mouth.
I've been using boxes and boxes of tissues like they're free.
I've been walking to and fro the toilet and my room (when they have the longest distance in the house)
I've realized what's the taste of phlegm (which is disgusting)
I'm a lil addicted to the smell of medicated oil, which helps a lil in nose relieving.
I've kinda mastered walking with eyes closed to the toilet (even not in my house)
I've found out that washing clothes in a drowsy state is a wrong choice cause it doesn't make the laundry any cleaner.
I've been stucked in between fiery hot and freezing cold temperatures (the weather and my illness)
I've missed mahjong for two holy times cause of this stupid body of mine.
SIGHS.
I wanna shop, I wanna go out and have fun too. ): Otherwise, it's doom days again, with the memorising of the calculations and theories for the supplementary paper(s).
Qin said, "Please have as much fun as you possibly can, before you enter the working society, or you'll truly regret. Trust me."
Oh wells, I suppose I'm gonna have my fun upon graduation, but fun comes with a PRICE.
Arggh, shall not think abt all these frustrating matters at this moment.
I think I will get well just in time to faint over my results.
Randomness.
my love
Love's fav hairstyle. Lol.
Awaiting for food. The greedy pig.. Tsk.
My fav love's egg omlette.
Dont disturb the sleeping beauty...
(= with her fav bolster and one eye-ed, no nose doggie.
Wednesday, June 06, 2007 ; 4:31 PMY
I really wish you were here.
Sick, very sick, I am.
I'm sorrie peeps for not being able to turn up for the KBox-ing session.
When the hell am I gonna recover.. )=
The phlegm is making me have sleepless nights.
The blocked nose are makine me having difficulties in breathing. SIGHS.
Saturday, June 02, 2007 ; 11:13 PMY
I really wish you were here.
About Guys That Turns Me On/Off...
Is taller than you:No Feel
Is shorter than you: Doesn't matter
Wears braces: Doesn't matter
Has blue eyes: On
Has hazel eyes: On
Drinks alcohol too much: Drink tgt with him, On.
Smokes: The stench, Off. The Action, On
Plays sports: ON
Smiles a lot: On
Calls you just to say Hi: On
Compliments you: On
Good dancer: On
Wears jewelry: Only ear studs, on.
Smiles when you walk in the room: On
Has brown hair: On
Has Black hair: Doesn't matter
Has blonde hair: Doesn't matter
Has red hair: Off a lil
Makeup: Eww. OFF
Can make you laugh at any given
moment: On
Loyal: ON ON ON
Plays guitar: On
Plays drums: On
Sing: On
He's buff (muscles): Depends on how they look.
He can draw: On
Easily jealous: Not over, On.
Doesn't eat meat: Off
Doesn't eat vegetables: Doesn't matter
Has a tattoo: On a lil
Has a lip ring: OFF
has tongue ring: OFF
honest and open: Off And On
goes to church: Doesn't matter
Friday, June 01, 2007 ; 9:59 PMY
I really wish you were here.
1. Real name: Charmaine.
2. Nickname: ChipMunk.
3. Status: Brain Almost Dead
4. Zodiac sign: Libra
5. Male or Female: Female
6. Elementary: CHIJ Ponggol (OLN)
7. Highschool: XinMin Sec
8. College: Singapore Institute ofManagement
10. Hair color: Black (Original), with a lil brown, a lil red.
11. Long or short: Long
15. Are you health freak?: I eat what I like. But I cook healthily.
16. Height: 166-169 (Idk, havent measured in a while)
17. Do you like someone: I think so.
18. Do you like yourself: Not all the times.
19. Piercings: 5 earholes.
20. Tattoos: nope. thinking of having though.
21. Righty or lefty: middle!
22. First surgery: does pumping my tummy when I was just given birth to counts?
23. First piercing: As young as before kindergarten.
24. First best friend: My Mom.
25. First award: Kindergarten's graduation.
26. First sport you joined : run around crazily (when I was a toddler)
27. First pet: Guppies
28. First vacation: SriLanka/Malaysia (cant rem, was too young)
29. First concert: IJ Founder's Day Anniversary
30. First crush : D. <-Currently a full-time bastard.
CURRENTLY
49. Eating: Nothing
50. Drinking: Saliva
52. I'm about: to sleep.
55. Waiting for: death.
58. Want kids?:Never thought of it yet.
59. Want to get married?: Maybe.
60. Careers in mind?: Event Manager
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
68. Lips or eyes: Eyes
69. Hugs or kisses: Huggs.. AND kisses.
70. Shorter or taller: Taller than me.
72. Romantic or spontaneous:Both
73. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms (flabby-armed guys are turn off, to me)
74. Sensitive or loud: Depends.
75. Hook-up or relationship : Both?
77. Trouble maker or hesitant: Both. Haha.
HAVE YOU EVER
78. Kissed a stranger: not that I remember of.
79. Drank bubbles: Yeps
80. Lost glasses/contact: Eyesight=6/6
81. Ran away from home: I walk away from home.
84. Broken somone's heart: I'm not so sure.
85. Been arrested: By the discipline master?(Who attempted to phone the police, but didn't. HA)
86. Turned someone down: yeah.
87. Cried when someone died: DUH. Cried like fuck.
88. Liked a friend: I love people whom I consider my friends!
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
89. Yourself: Once In a Blue Moon
90. Miracles: Sometimes
91. Love at first sight: Love may eventually turn to hate.
92. Heaven: Suppose so.
93. Santa clause: I will if he appears in front of mem this year.
94. Sex on the first date: No.
95. Kiss on the first date: Why not?
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? No.
98. Had more than oneboyfriend/girlfriend at one time? Yea. But it was a silent break with the other.
99. Do you believe in God? yupps.
I really wish you were here.
Over, finally, it is.
But I suppose it's only the beginning..
A >80% chance of getting the supplementary paper for
OTQM,
and an approximately 40% of chances getting a supplementary paper for BF. oh wells, there goes my holidays.
I
havent have much plans anyways, I'm spending a bomb on bags and stuff. And left a holy sum of 50 bucks for the entire month of holiday. I don't get allowances over the hols
btw. It's my own money. SIGHS, holiday jobs to recommend, anyone?
I can do many kind of jobs, from climbing up and down throwing big bags of rubbish to babysitting.
Damn the examinations, DAMN!
Lemme
recuperate the beauty sleeps I've lost for these weeks, then shall see about preparing to studying for the supplementary papers. HA. A pessimist I am.
Hot babe!
She's chio right. Too bad I can't find a picture whereby she's smiling. Her smile is breath-taking. Oh wells, at least it takes my breath away. HAHA.
