Sunday, May 13, 2007 ; 1:45 AMY
I really wish you were here.
pardon me for the random post.
I was too sleepy, but I still woke up and hour ago, cause of the hungry stomach.
I didn't know sleeping is such an enjoyable pastime.
I'm going back to the bed after I'm done here. (:
Wells,
First things first, I hereby sincerely apologize to KEJ for screwing up the presentation. I'm super disappointed in myself. Even though she has already announced presentation is worth nothing.
I felt like just banging my head against the wall after the whole thing. No one has any idea how I feel upon J saying, "Charmaine Aw!!" Wells, not blaming you of course, I'm very pissed with myself.
For the first time in my life, after so much training in presentations in TP.
After 2 days of insufficient sleep. After so much work and effort. After preparing for so long.
I actually will screw the simplest presentation just because of the cramps (which arrived an hour before the presentation timing) and the make-my-mind-go-blank stare from that CHAN whom that MRS X had invited. FOR WHAT FUCK? I mean, hello MRS X, you weren't a very successful lecturer in BIS, having your students to EXPLORE Microsoft FrontPage by themselves, without any effort to teach. And you actually see the need to present the project of A COMPUTER SUBJECT. Not presenting how we come about doing the website, but what the contents of the webpages are. Bloody hell, I'm not in Hospitality & Tourism ya know?
AND to make matters worse, you ANNOUNCED after me screwing up, that there is no need for the presentation, and the whole 5 mins shall be purely Q & A. FUCK YOU. kies. So what if you are good at remembering our names? So what if you treat us chocolates (which made me have pimples)? The sight of your just irks me now. I can't believe I'm still brooding over it, And am still tearing over it. Even I myself cannot imagine how disappointed I am in myself.
How bad can my day get? My complexion is getting worse. I haven't done my mask for more than 2 months. I'm not drinking enough water to hydrate my skin. Cause I dont even have time to refill the water into my mug. Well, I do now, I hope it's not too late.
And guess what? My laptop just died on me, when I finished typing my post. And I'm here, retyping everything all over again. HAIX.
Anyhows, there are still the best people in the world presented by God to me.
Thanks YLit for trying so hard to make me smile. And trying to convince me that my make-up din smurge when the tissue was already black in colour. hahs.
Thanks my love for taking in my rants and lending me your chest. And giving me those hugs and kisses. And your sister made me laughed big time. She's crazy, hor?
Thanks LCBrother, for the comforting message.
That's why people say, you know who cares for you, only when you have a bad day/when you're down.
Lastly, well done, the rest of my SIMian gang. You've done a better job than I did. Even though it was more last minute than mine. Wells, stupid people, like me, are like thats. Forgive me.
And oh ya, no offense but, to whom it may concern: Quit saying my minnie is fugly. It's as good as saying that my daughter isn't good-looking. I MIND A LOT. Don't make me hate and flare up at you. There's such things as retribution, you may get yourself a fugly bf/gf in future for that. Thanks.
