Monday, March 05, 2007 ; 6:16 PMY
I really wish you were here.
i thought everything wil be okay since there is approval for her to be discharged.
it's a disaster to fall sick, sick as in seriously sick. Especially when you are so sick that the Doctor tells you a maximum duration whereby you have left.
Having said all these, the worse thing is that you are not notified of your own conditions.
It really isn't easy to accept it when you are told of "Hey! you're suffering from a disease and you may leave the world anytime." It isn't easy to start with to break the news either, cause you never know what will the person be thinking, or what the person will do.
why must tumours be developed in the body? Why must these illnesses be out there to harm and kill people?
It's so sudden, i still haven't think of the way i can cherish and treasure her.
I cried and sobbed over the news being broken to me. but later realizing that it's of no use crying.
i need support, i need a person to hold me up. i dowanna break apart. Just like that.
it's just so hard to smile and laugh with other people when my hurt is bleeding within.
Every minute, every second is crutial.
