Thursday, January 25, 2007 ; 11:22 AMY
I really wish you were here.
we're getting our feet to KODAK's office in like less than 2 hours' time.
and i couldnt sleep well last night, that explains the tummy upset from this morning till now. there were mulitiple butterflies flying in my stomach for the entire night. i was so tired, but i din sleep well. i was awoken by the slightest noise, even when the pin drops, i will wake up with a shock.
and it's amazing and surprising. the sms-es i recieve is more than ever. the moment i lay in bed, joyce. in the middle of the night 3am, Mr. BF. early in the morning(i'm suppose to wake up actually), stef, and then Darren and then kiko called me, letting me listen to the sound of tapping ez-link -_-. then joyce replied my sms.
haix haix.
flee fly butterflies~
when was the last time i had this feeling. when i had my last break up. hahaha, yupp, thats how nervous and anxious i am.
insufficient sleep thus. couldnt wake up properly, took my towel and clothes, but i went back to bed with em. hahahas.
and i'm so prepared now, did my make up, smoothed my hair, dressed up, coated my nails, checked out the transport to take to get to our destination. had breakfast. slacking and blogging now. (:
everything's set and ready, except my emotions, nono, my tummy, and i think the materials we have, we're underprepared. ):
i cant imagine if we were to screw up later on.
neways, blogging to bring down my anxiety. at the same time, watching channel U, with all the relaxing commercials at this time. and seen maxilian many times. she's so attractive yar? not that she wasnt when she was young. but she's more feminine. yuppx, thats the word to describe the difference as she grew. she was a kiddo. hahas. (:
ohoh, here comes her MV again. off i'm going to watch her. ((:
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