Wednesday, November 22, 2006 ; 11:32 PMY
I really wish you were here.
i left a huge and bulky and heavy and difficult stone behind me on Tuesday, 21st Nov 2006, 930pm. finally.
i dunno whether what i do not deserve are worth it. but i was seriously hurt both emotionally and physically. what the hell is wrong with me? why do i hafta be the one to go thru so many of
THESE? i think its me, instead of the people i meet. i think its me. i think i needa do some soul-searching.
oh wells, at least i'm certain that there will be no another time that a dispute arise because of the same reason again. it's kinda irritaing and it irks the hell outta me. so it will not happen again. thank goodness.
but no one is a fortune teller. all of whom who spoke to me. isnt one. so we never know what will come by the next time. hopefully, nothing bad will. HOPEFULLY. i wish, thats all i can say, isnt it?
even if promises are to be broken, there is nothing i can do as well. rights?
just hope that all promises are fulfilled and happily ever after. (:
i love all of you who built up my confidence to allow me to go thru all these. i will definitely not be able to make it without you peeps. no words can express how much i love you guys. but i really do, very much.
so never leave me. ALL OF YOU. and of cuz, MR HUBBY, i need you like i always do, be with me and i will stand by you for everything you do. (:
