Monday, November 06, 2006 ; 10:17 PMY
I really wish you were here.
i just hate it. maybe i should just get myself pregnant. then i can be spared from the pain and miseries for 10 odd months. but i think i'm too weak to get pregnant. i need more tonic. hahas, expensive body i have. (:
i think you peeps should know what i'm talking abt larhx. yar! that time of the month. wells i actually missed Oct's. it's here, in Nov instead. why arhx? weird larhx my body. i staggered my way to school despite the pain. the uncomfortness.
and i learned a new word during Economics lessons today. "
SHUTDOWNING". when the Price < the AVC, because there is a loss incurred, therefore resulting in the shutdowning of the firm. hahahahas. i dont mean to laugh. but. YY was the one who laughed the first and the loudest. mainly because the rest of the class population either werent listening or they were just copying blindly. yarhx.
Megabites during the supposed 20 mins break. we took, i think 45 mins. hahas. Fish fillet with tomato sauce, together with spags. was great. and YY was so cheessy today. lols.
WARNING TO SIM STUDENTS: DO NOT SAY "PLEASE ADD MORE CHEESE FOR ME." CUZ ITS NOT JUST MORE, IT FILLS UP YOUR FOOD LARHX!! HAHAS.More econs lessons. going thru of the test we had a few weeks back. i cant even rem what ans i wrote for all. except the first qn. which scored me 2 MARKS! lol. its darn stupid. i dont understand why they keep our test papers. arent they suppose to like, give them back to us so that we can learn from our mistakes? they'll just treat our papers as trash and throw them away or worse, toilet papers, to wipe their assholes. inefficient and ineffective work. haish.
but phew~ i PASSED. i dunno my results. thats the worse part. haish.
Ginger: May i know how many passers are there in class?
Mr T: Close to 90% passers.
Ginger: Are there many As?
Mr T: Quite a number of them.
Ginger: Might as well dont answer.
Ginger whispers to herself: Am i one of them?
hahas.
lecture was FILLED WITH LAUGHTERS today. hahas. people who attended it should know why. PEOPLE WHO DIN ATTEND, i shall not tell you in details =p
i'm suppose to be doing my BS project now. but my brain's almost dead. i managed to describe only ONE graph up to date. when there is like 10 odd of them. okies. i shall share the load with joyce. when she comes online. which is like when larhx. WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO COME ONLINE!!?? RAWRS. not in the best mood to blog. i might just bring down the mood of everyone who reads.
she left me alone in school today. and now she leaves me alone to do the project. HURMMS! she doesnt love mee nemore.. ))): *cries.
its so tempting to go for manicure when i was walking along bugis point. dammit. but i hafta save money for edwin's and jowe's bdae. dunno who plans the guys have. i'm almost penniless. ): i din go home. mummy dont have chance to gimme money. thus, i have no money. sobs.
i suddenly feel like crying now, as i'm blogging. i just browsed thru some of bao's pics taken some time back. he looks. very happy. and i mean very. he doesnt look as happy now. it makes me feel like crying more. it seems that i am the one who affected his emotions. he isnt as delightful as he was anymore. i feel so guilty. but when my mood swings, i know myself. i will just flare up outta no reason. knowing that i cannot flare up, i will still flare up. i'm just easily irritated. and i adi tried my best to put on a smile when i see him despite being in pain. i guess i'm too fake.
sometimes i'll just keep quiet and walk away. isnt this the way to avoid a quarrel? haiz. i think i needa cry it out. let me cry.
cry my way to bed.~
