Tuesday, September 05, 2006 ; 12:10 PMY
I really wish you were here.
woke up damn early yesterday, AND today. dunno why wors. sleep less than 6 hours and i'm awake adi. dunno whats wrong with me.. nevermind.
meet those chaps in town. chilled at orchard emerald food court. waited for the rest to arrive. poor siawdong sia. he was the most drunk. (or was it mee?) lols. and he was the earliest to arrive to wait for everyone. *pats head. AND AND AND!! saw BK first, at Dhoby Ghaut MRT. he was in SHIRT AND PANTS LAR. so smart. he reminds me of jiankai. hahas.
then everyone was laughing at me larhx. ROARS~ they said i chi Chris's dou fu the previous night. it wasnt that bad bahx. T_T all i did was lean on him, hug him and and.. kiss him only mahx. (:
had fun. KTV-ed. damn farnie lar. i was having sorethroat mahx. then i think i sounded damn weird. and we were singing 'wu ding". and the guys dunno how to sing.. so we had to sing gurl and gurl larhx. then i tried to sing the guy's part. wahlaueh, i din know having a low voice is so miserable. RAHHS. i din manage to act the voice. lols. think i went off key. HAHAHA.
sang alotta songs.. then CHRIS SANG ME TWO WESTLIFE'S SONG XD i'm happie! but.. NOT SATISFIED. cuz i SANG WITH HIM! roars! he's suppose to sing alone, FOR ME. and tgt with a GUITAR!~ lalala~~ keke.
and chris.. he sang alotta songs too. make me feel like crying. and YY was damn damn damn farnie. we cannot stop laughing at him. esp when all the guys were singing "dui mian de nv hai kan guo lai" lols lar!! and they were forcing siawdong to sing "wo ai tai mei". he rap-ped lar! hahaha. almost all the songs he chose was rap. and almost ALL of them are in canto larhx. i did learn a few lines from them XD
then HE called. idk what he wants. but i know now. but still a lil uncertain. chris was like shouting "dont worry, she's enjoying WITH ME!"lols, i dont think he heard. nevermind.
din-ed at cine. was.. a lil.. unhappie. but, forget it (: cuz i love em ((:
walked ard at taka, while ting went to shop for her BODYSHOP stuff, AGAIN.
chris told all of em what happened. and the guys were so angry with HIM. i could see the angry faces, and telling me what i should scold him with. and and.. what they are gonna say to him when he calls agn. ): made me so scared that i dont even dare to take the phone outta my bag. when i got it out when it was ringing, they were snatching to ans. urghx. lucky the one who ans din say much like i expected him to. (: thanks.
we were planning something.. but.. erms. cannot say. HAHAHHAA. cuz the person will be reading this larhx. (:
moved on to starbucks. but the huge space areas were taken. whats left were pathetic small tables. how to squeeze a hell lot of 10 pple?
shoo we wanted to go to acid bar.. but the weather was so darn unpredictable. we were afraid we couldnt compete with the weather at all. lols, our speed wasnt super sonic. yeps. so we ended up Balcony at The Heerens. the ambience was SUPERB. and i was so darn sad i wasnt allowed alcohol. rahs!!! then i chose not to order any beverage. HMPHS. uncle chris and daddy are baddies!!! ROAR ROAR ROAR!!~~
BUT i did manage to steal a few sips ((: a huge sip of YY's heineken, a last huge gulp of Joyce's Martini and.. ting's KilKenny. WAHAHAHA. arent i smart? (: (uncle's gonna kill me if he reads thisT_T). then alotta them advised and taught me what i should/should not do. but.. so cruel T_T
then chilled alil longer. and siaw dong continued his magic cards' tricks. lols. so much failure larhx. lols. then chris had to leave, so did joyce and some needed the toilet. and ting had to go to harold. so.. we splitted lorhx. *hugs chris XD my another orh la love! (I AM NOT CHI-ING HIS DOUFU OR KA-ING HIS YOU OKIES!!). they went to dinner number 2. i wanted to go but.. i din larhx. pei ting mahx. (:
i went home lorhx. then.. i saw HIM at my void deck. erms. was bloody shocked i almost din have time to react and think what i should do. then like that like that. like this like this. dilly dally-ed alot. before he finally said what he wanted to say. idk. i dont think i will say yes. idk. not in the near future. in the furthest future, idk. idk larhx. i feel like i'm more than a spare part. he was waiting for her to finish her exams. while waiting, he gave up. and we got tgt. then she finishes her exams, then he said he got feelings for her. got back with her. its like.. idk.. i feel like a THING which makes him kill time, while he was waiting for her. then now, he says she claims "i will never go back to you." and there he is, coming to me and says he cannot stop thinking of me. i thought thru alot. IF she doesnt say no to him? how will the situation be like? he will just dump me aside? not even frens? i feel so SPARE, pls SPARE ME, i wanna be SPARED!
